人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑自己
26 May 2008
25 May 2008
Beyond my understanding and imagination
I happened to chance upon this youtube clip on cruz teng's blog. Seriously, I couldn't understand the behaviour of this retarded bitch, nor can I figured out what's this bitch thinking of. If you don't understand or haven't gone through the teachings of sympathy/empathy, just keep your trap shut and don't bloody make nonsensual and stupid remarks, and my goodness, she can freaking blabbered for almost a whole 5mins! totally disgusted! loathsome! so feel like slapping her upside down (makes my blood boil).
Though I am freaking irritated now, I wish she can somewhat learn her lesson (some time, some ways), I do not wish for the same to happen in her hometown, Liaoning, but her mindset and attitude ought to be changed completely! brainwashed her with ultra Deltol maybe? bleach her brain cells, she needs to be purified!
I happened to chance upon this youtube clip on cruz teng's blog. Seriously, I couldn't understand the behaviour of this retarded bitch, nor can I figured out what's this bitch thinking of. If you don't understand or haven't gone through the teachings of sympathy/empathy, just keep your trap shut and don't bloody make nonsensual and stupid remarks, and my goodness, she can freaking blabbered for almost a whole 5mins! totally disgusted! loathsome! so feel like slapping her upside down (makes my blood boil).
Though I am freaking irritated now, I wish she can somewhat learn her lesson (some time, some ways), I do not wish for the same to happen in her hometown, Liaoning, but her mindset and attitude ought to be changed completely! brainwashed her with ultra Deltol maybe? bleach her brain cells, she needs to be purified!
本是同根生，相煎何太急
不是不报，只是时辰未到
做人还是积点口德
24 May 2008
Lucky Ah!
One day, Ah Beng & Ah Seng were walking down the Chinatown when they saw something in their path.
"Wait!" cried Ah Beng. "Wat is tat huh?"
"Yah ho! Be carefool lo," warned Ah Seng.
"Wat is it?" They approached the thing and looked at it very closely.
"Eee look like SHT lah!" say Ah Beng.
"Hmmm..... smell like SHT also!" say Ah Seng after taking a deep breathe.
Ah Beng then poked the thing with his one finger, raised the finger to his lips, tasted it and said,"Tastes like SHT!"
Ah Seng pushed his finger right through the thing and stick out his tongue to lick. With confidence, he said, "Confirm is SHT!"
One day, Ah Beng & Ah Seng were walking down the Chinatown when they saw something in their path.
"Wait!" cried Ah Beng. "Wat is tat huh?"
"Yah ho! Be carefool lo," warned Ah Seng.
"Wat is it?" They approached the thing and looked at it very closely.
"Eee look like SHT lah!" say Ah Beng.
"Hmmm..... smell like SHT also!" say Ah Seng after taking a deep breathe.
Ah Beng then poked the thing with his one finger, raised the finger to his lips, tasted it and said,"Tastes like SHT!"
Ah Seng pushed his finger right through the thing and stick out his tongue to lick. With confidence, he said, "Confirm is SHT!"
Then they smiled at each other,"WAH! Lucky we didn't step on it." LOL!
A Seaman's Tale
Ah Beng, Mohammad and Muthu were at sea when they were hijacked by a group of pirates. The pirates cornered the 3 men and said "Give us all your valuables!" The chief pirate then raised a syringe and added, "Or else we'll inject you with the AIDS virus!"
Mohammad quickly stripped off all his valuables and handed them to the pirates. Satisfied, they threw him into the sea. Muthu was equally quick to comply with the pirates' wishes. Similarly, he removed his valuables and surrendered them to the pirates. Like Mohammad, he was thrown into the sea.
Finally it came to Ah Beng's turn. He stared at the pirates and sneered. "You all kee see lah! (go and die!) Inject, inject lah, you'll never get my lolex and my JPG warret!" The pirates, showing no mercy, injected Ah Beng with the HIV virus, and robbed him of his precious watch and wallet. They then threw him into the sea with the rest.
In the water, both Mohammad and Muthu commended Ah Beng for his bravery. However, they were pretty perplexed by why he was unafraid of the virus. Grinning, Ah Beng answered, "AIDS I not scared, what... I got condom!!!" LOL!
Ah Beng, Mohammad and Muthu were at sea when they were hijacked by a group of pirates. The pirates cornered the 3 men and said "Give us all your valuables!" The chief pirate then raised a syringe and added, "Or else we'll inject you with the AIDS virus!"
Mohammad quickly stripped off all his valuables and handed them to the pirates. Satisfied, they threw him into the sea. Muthu was equally quick to comply with the pirates' wishes. Similarly, he removed his valuables and surrendered them to the pirates. Like Mohammad, he was thrown into the sea.
Finally it came to Ah Beng's turn. He stared at the pirates and sneered. "You all kee see lah! (go and die!) Inject, inject lah, you'll never get my lolex and my JPG warret!" The pirates, showing no mercy, injected Ah Beng with the HIV virus, and robbed him of his precious watch and wallet. They then threw him into the sea with the rest.
In the water, both Mohammad and Muthu commended Ah Beng for his bravery. However, they were pretty perplexed by why he was unafraid of the virus. Grinning, Ah Beng answered, "AIDS I not scared, what... I got condom!!!" LOL!
Penny of Thoughts
Many things happened during this hiatus, both good and bad, balancing btn both, I think I got over it/will get over it.
Many thanks to few people out there, especially you.
My B'day 2008 haven been that bad afterall, though my exam dates will always fall near.
Another year(wiser), yet I don't feel I am intellectually wiser, wadever.
Didn't managed to make a wish at the stroke of 12 midnight, can I wish for good health? to everyone. And lesser natural disaster, no earthquakes; no typhoon/cyclone/tornados; no floods; no tsunami; no storm; etc. Eveyone stay peaceful and pink in health. Oh! and no man-made disaster, u noe.. war and wadever new-found diseases, like outbreak of mutated birdflu or SARS virus (touchwood).
Realised the morale of many, including friends and love ones have been relatively low these days, be it exams (smaller issues) to the major ones, like the recent 'Sze Chuan Quake' and 'Myanmar Cyclone', the atmosphere can be rather demoralising.
Cheer up people! go go fighting... Cheer up my love(s)! Cheer up Cindy!
Many thanks to few people out there, especially you.
My B'day 2008 haven been that bad afterall, though my exam dates will always fall near.
Another year(wiser), yet I don't feel I am intellectually wiser, wadever.
Didn't managed to make a wish at the stroke of 12 midnight, can I wish for good health? to everyone. And lesser natural disaster, no earthquakes; no typhoon/cyclone/tornados; no floods; no tsunami; no storm; etc. Eveyone stay peaceful and pink in health. Oh! and no man-made disaster, u noe.. war and wadever new-found diseases, like outbreak of mutated birdflu or SARS virus (touchwood).
Realised the morale of many, including friends and love ones have been relatively low these days, be it exams (smaller issues) to the major ones, like the recent 'Sze Chuan Quake' and 'Myanmar Cyclone', the atmosphere can be rather demoralising.
Cheer up people! go go fighting... Cheer up my love(s)! Cheer up Cindy!
21 May 2008
I'd guess I've been very selfish all this while, taking almost everything for granted, my studies, and most importantly my Family. And now I'd very much regretted so, for not being a caring and thoughtful daughter; for not showing enough concern to my mum; some actions could have been executed immediately. I'm feeling kinda dishearten, after all that my mum has gone through, yet no signs of improvement or whichever positive encouragement to keep us motivated, especially depressing to my mum. Seeing my mum, undergoing all sorts of treatments and medications (minimum, mere painkillers) and coping with the torment psychologically, seriously, it's unbearable for me. Despite the agony she has to overcome, our only hope is that her sufferings would lessen and may she recover quickly. It's been almost a month now ever since her first complain on her aching and sore to both her legs, no improvements so far, she's even thinking of applying for no-pay-leave for maybe a month to recuperate from this anonymous illness.
Coincidentally, another colleague of my mum would be away due to health problem too, which means, my mum probably won't have her application approved (if she did apply for). Another issue that's bothering her, but we comfort her that whatever the case, the worst scenario would be my mum tendering her resignation (if her boss really sux, not taking her health into considerations), the crucial point is to get well again.
Anyway, mum was weeping moments ago, and I overheard it together with my bro; meanwhile dad's already in the room with her. I swear, I've never seen her feeling so dejected in my life, everyone was taken aback for that instant. I could feel my tears flooding in too, simply because I couldn't do much to help, apart from slight consoling and cleaning her tears off; I feel totally awful inside but I couldn't display my emotions, not to make her feel any worse off.
I have no idea how long it takes for my mum to recover, back to what she used to be. At this point, there are too many uncertainty still, too many doubts remain unsolved; nobody til date can answer to all the queries, nor helped my mum overcome this ordeal. If today's technology isn't sufficient to render us with help, I'd pray and sincerely seek for your help, God, please enlighten us, please let my mum get well, please regain her with strength and energy, please take away all the sufferings. I'm getting weak and desperate now. Give me strength.
Coincidentally, another colleague of my mum would be away due to health problem too, which means, my mum probably won't have her application approved (if she did apply for). Another issue that's bothering her, but we comfort her that whatever the case, the worst scenario would be my mum tendering her resignation (if her boss really sux, not taking her health into considerations), the crucial point is to get well again.
Anyway, mum was weeping moments ago, and I overheard it together with my bro; meanwhile dad's already in the room with her. I swear, I've never seen her feeling so dejected in my life, everyone was taken aback for that instant. I could feel my tears flooding in too, simply because I couldn't do much to help, apart from slight consoling and cleaning her tears off; I feel totally awful inside but I couldn't display my emotions, not to make her feel any worse off.
I have no idea how long it takes for my mum to recover, back to what she used to be. At this point, there are too many uncertainty still, too many doubts remain unsolved; nobody til date can answer to all the queries, nor helped my mum overcome this ordeal. If today's technology isn't sufficient to render us with help, I'd pray and sincerely seek for your help, God, please enlighten us, please let my mum get well, please regain her with strength and energy, please take away all the sufferings. I'm getting weak and desperate now. Give me strength.
I love you, mum <3
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